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📝 Daily Check-inDesignated Driver MVP
Volunteered to drive on a road trip. Friends got drunk, I got to hear ALL their secrets. Best entertainment ever. Also, I remember the trip. They don't.
Read moreSleep Like a Rock
Sleep comes naturally now. No chemical knockout required.
Read moreUsed to draw "abstract" art high — friends polite lied "It's deep". Sober drawing of my niece: perfect likeness. Mum saw it and cried: "Hii ni yeye kabisa!" Framed it. Talent was always there, just bu...
Read moreI forgot that dreams existed. Now that I’ve quit, my brain is overcompensating. Last night I dreamt I was a CEO of a company that sold hats to dolphins. It was more vivid than any 420-induced "revelat...
Read moreA win I didn’t expect
I reached for my pocket out of habit and felt betrayed by muscle memory. My sleep is improving, but the dreams are wild. Relapse isn’t the end — it’s feedback. I’m adjusting.
Read moreA win I didn’t expect
I realized my coping mechanism became my problem. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 I’m posting here instead of ...
Read moreA win I didn’t expect
My triggers were coffee, stress, and existing… so yeah. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I stared at my trigger like it owed me money, then walked away. If you’re reading t...
Read moreMy Bank Account Smiled
Checked my bank balance and it didn't make me cry. First time in years. Alcohol was an expensive friend. Good riddance.
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
Read moreHigh runs: stop every 200m to stare at clouds. Sober run: steady pace, personal best time. Endorphins realer than any high.
Read moreNo More Cotton Mouth
Can talk for hours without needing a gallon of water. My tongue thanks me daily.
Read moreDay 20 of no refined sugar. I bit into an apple today and it felt like a flavor explosion. I think I could see colors I’ve never seen before. I used to think a salad was just a "pre-dessert." Now, I a...
Read moreThis is weirdly hard
Dreams are back and they’re acting like Netflix originals. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 Thanks for being a safe place...
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