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Energy steady. Outlasted them all.

When I was on the meds, I was just... "fine." Everything was a 5/10. Yesterday, someone cut me off in traffic and I actually felt a healthy, normal amount of annoyance. I laughed at a meme until I sno...

I used to count pills like a routine; now I’m counting days. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. If you’ve been here before, what helped you stay consistent?

When I was on the pills, Saturday and Sunday were just a blur of naps and "zoning out." I’d blink and it would be Monday morning. This weekend, I went for a walk, read half a book, cleaned the kitchen...

Conversations feel deeper. Actually present with people.

I used to count pills like a routine; now I’m counting days. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. Relapse isn’t...

Creativity unblocked.

For two years, every movie was just a series of colorful lights followed by me waking up during the credits. Last night, I watched a thriller. I guessed the killer. I saw the plot twist. I felt the su...

I didn’t think dependency could happen to me until it did. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for years. If you’r...

Present in meetings, ideas flowing. Got "Employee of Month".