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📝 Daily Check-inI keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for years. I’m ...
Read moreGot into debate with roommate about politics. High me would forget my argument mid-sentence. Sober me: sharp points, evidence, won convincingly. He conceded: "Bro, wewe leo umekula dictionary." Memory...
Read moreIdea sat for months. Sober focus: built website, launched, first client already. Money flowing.
Read moreI used to hide behind the curtains every time a siren went past my house, convinced they were coming for my stash. Yesterday, a police car pulled up and I didn’t even flinch. They just went into the s...
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I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I changed my routine a bit and it helped more than I expected. Thanks for being a safe place to be honest.
Read moreI told myself weed made me creative, but I wasn’t finishing anything. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. Relapse isn’t the end — it’s feedback. I’m adjusting.
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I told myself weed made me creative, but I wasn’t finishing anything. I saved money this week and it shocked me honestly. If you’ve been here before, what helped you stay consistent?
Read moreUsed to order two pizzas, ice cream, and chapati at 1am. Delivery guy knew my gate by heart. Now? Midnight craving hits, I drink water and sleep. Monthly food budget dropped dramatically. Used the sav...
Read moreCleaned my room sober. Actually moved the bed. I found a fossilized slice of pizza, three lighters, and the missing left sock to my favorite pair. When I was smoking, "cleaning" just meant moving the ...
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My friends smoke around me and I’m practicing saying ‘no’ calmly. I saved money this week and it shocked me honestly. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 Any tips for handling triggers ...
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Day 11 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 If you’ve been here before, what helped you ...
Read moreHigh me walking home: every boda is undercover cop, every shadow is thief. Sober me: strolling peacefully, greeting watchmen, enjoying cool breeze. Night walks are therapy now.
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Day 105 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I saved money this week and it shocked me honestly. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. I’m posting here instead of isolating. ...
Read moreUsed to draw "abstract" art high — friends polite lied "It's deep". Sober drawing of my niece: perfect likeness. Mum saw it and cried: "Hii ni yeye kabisa!" Framed it. Talent was always there, just bu...
Read moreNo More Cotton Mouth
Can talk for hours without needing a gallon of water. My tongue thanks me daily.
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