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📝 Daily Check-inFor ten years, the only time I saw the sunrise was while stumbling out of a club in Westlands, looking for eggs. This morning, I saw it from my balcony with a cup of tea. It turns out the sun is actua...
Read moreFor two years, every movie was just a series of colorful lights followed by me waking up during the credits. Last night, I watched a thriller. I guessed the killer. I saw the plot twist. I felt the su...
Read moreDay 20 of no refined sugar. I bit into an apple today and it felt like a flavor explosion. I think I could see colors I’ve never seen before. I used to think a salad was just a "pre-dessert." Now, I a...
Read moreNo More Nodding Off
Drive without fighting sleep. Eyes stay open naturally. Magic!
Read moreFirst week update
I used to say ‘just one’ and somehow it became a full committee meeting. I had a craving today that hit out of nowhere. One day at a time. Today is enough.
Read moreNo More Paranoia
Watched a thriller movie without thinking the police were coming for me. Just enjoyed the plot twists like a normal person.
Read moreFirst week update
I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. One day at a time. Today is enough.
Read moreI Remember My PIN Number!
Used to be a Friday night tradition: get drunk, forget my ATM PIN, lock my card, and spend Saturday morning crying at the bank. Last night, I paid for dinner, entered the code on the first try, and di...
Read moreI realized my coping mechanism became my problem. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. Thanks for being a safe ...
Read moreYear One Complete!
One year smoke-free! Threw a party with cake instead of cigarettes. Much sweeter victory.
Read moreNew routine, new me
Day 1: I’m irritated by air. Literally air. I changed my routine a bit and it helped more than I expected. I stared at my trigger like it owed me money, then walked away. Any tips for handling trigger...
Read moreThis is weirdly hard
I used to count pills like a routine; now I’m counting days. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for year...
Read moreFood Coma Without Alcohol Coma
Eating amazing food without getting sleepy from drinks. I can actually finish my plate AND dessert. Revolutionary.
Read moreToday felt heavy
I told myself weed made me creative, but I wasn’t finishing anything. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. My brain tried to convince me ‘just this once’ like a bad salesman. A...
Read moreI Beat the Elevator
The lift in my apartment broke today. Usually, this would be a death sentence for my lungs. I hiked up 6 floors and didn't even need an oxygen tank at the top. I felt like Usain Bolt! I didn't even ha...
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