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π Daily Check-inI keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. Iβm noticing emotions I used to numb, and itβs uncomfortable but real. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for years. Iβm ...
Read moreMango Tasted Like Actual Heaven
Bit into ripe mango β explosion of sweetness I forgot existed. Almost proposed to the fruit.
Read moreThis is weirdly hard
I reached for my pocket out of habit and felt betrayed by muscle memory. I relapsed recently and Iβm trying not to disappear in shame. I stared at my trigger like it owed me money, then walked away. I...
Read moreHobbies Revived
Picked up guitar again. Fingers remember chords!
Read moreThis is weirdly hard
Dreams are back and theyβre acting like Netflix originals. I relapsed recently and Iβm trying not to disappear in shame. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for years. Relapse ...
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Day 11 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon π If youβve been here before, what helped you ...
Read moreNo More Side Stitch Hell
Ran without that sharp pain in my side. Breathing like an athlete, not a steam engine.
Read moreWhen I was on the meds, I was just... "fine." Everything was a 5/10. Yesterday, someone cut me off in traffic and I actually felt a healthy, normal amount of annoyance. I laughed at a meme until I sno...
Read moreNo More Counting Pills
Don't count pills obsessively anymore. Freedom from numbers.
Read moreDeep Conversations Again
Actually listen and respond.
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I didnβt realize how much my weekends were planned around alcohol. I saved money this week and it shocked me honestly. I stared at my trigger like it owed me money, then walked away. Any tips for hand...
Read moreEmotions were numb for years. Sober sunset at Lake Naivasha β teared up from beauty. Human again.
Read moreKids Can Hug Me
Kids hug me without saying "mommy you smell funny." Best reward ever.
Read moreWhen I was on the meds, I was just... "fine." Everything was a 5/10. Yesterday, someone cut me off in traffic and I actually felt a healthy, normal amount of annoyance. I laughed at a meme until I sno...
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