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Climbed 5 flights of stairs without sounding like a dying tractor. Lungs threw a party.
Read moreWhen I was on the pills, Saturday and Sunday were just a blur of naps and "zoning out." I’d blink and it would be Monday morning. This weekend, I went for a walk, read half a book, cleaned the kitchen...
Read moreI deleted that "one app" that was eating my life. I realized I was spending 4 hours a day watching strangers argue about things that don't exist. In that extra time, I’ve learned how to cook a decent ...
Read moreQuit the doom-scrolling and the 4am rabbit holes about "how to build a hut in the woods." My phone is confused. It keeps sending me notifications like "Are you dead?" No, Siri, I’m just looking at act...
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I used to count pills like a routine; now I’m counting days. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. If you’re reading this on day 1, please know day 1 matters.
Read moreMy Plants Are Thriving
Used to spend bar money on... bars. Now spending it on my plants. My house looks like a jungle. I talk to them sober. They're better listeners than drunk friends.
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I didn’t think dependency could happen to me until it did. My sleep is improving, but the dreams are wild. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. One day at a time. Today is e...
Read moreWent to a club sober. The DJ kept yelling "Make some noise if you're drunk!" I stayed silent. He looked directly at me like I personally offended him. Sorry bro, my noise is on mute tonight. Day 60!
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I used to count pills like a routine; now I’m counting days. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for year...
Read moreI’m learning the difference between treating pain and escaping feelings. I feel proud and scared at the same time — like I’m growing up late. Relapse isn’t the end — it’s feedback. I’m adjusting.
Read moreNatural Wake Up
Wake up without caffeine IV. Body clock works!
Read moreFor years, I believed that three shots of tequila transformed me into a mix of Michael Jackson and a rhythmic gymnast. Last night at my cousin’s wedding, stone-cold sober, I watched a video of myself ...
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