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Dancing without feeling sluggish. Body moves freely.

Steady energy.

I forgot that dreams existed. Now that I’ve quit, my brain is overcompensating. Last night I dreamt I was a CEO of a company that sold hats to dolphins. It was more vivid than any 420-induced "revelat...

I realized my coping mechanism became my problem. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. My brain tried to convince me ‘just this once’ like a bad salesman. If you’ve b...

High runs: stop every 200m to stare at clouds. Sober run: steady pace, personal best time. Endorphins realer than any high.

For ten years, the only time I saw the sunrise was while stumbling out of a club in Westlands, looking for eggs. This morning, I saw it from my balcony with a cup of tea. It turns out the sun is actua...

The lift in my apartment broke today. Usually, this would be a death sentence for my lungs. I hiked up 6 floors and didn't even need an oxygen tank at the top. I felt like Usain Bolt! I didn't even ha...

Did all seven hills without stopping to "catch breath" (code for smoke). Reached top fresh, views in HD.

Read without rereading paragraphs. Comprehension level 100.

I looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...

Stopped buying snacks like I was feeding an army. My wallet sent me a thank you note. Also, I found money I forgot I had!

I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I changed my routine a bit and it helped more than I expected. Thanks for being a safe place to be honest.

I used to hide behind the curtains every time a siren went past my house, convinced they were coming for my stash. Yesterday, a police car pulled up and I didn’t even flinch. They just went into the s...

Since I quit the sticks, my nose has become a lethal weapon. I smelled my neighbor making toast this morning and I live on the 4th floor. The world is a very smelly place! Mostly good, sometimes "bus-...

Creative ideas come without forcing. Brain isn't borrowing energy anymore.