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📝 Daily Check-inNo More Paranoia
Watched a thriller movie without thinking the police were coming for me. Just enjoyed the plot twists like a normal person.
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
Read moreI spent 40 minutes last night just... watching the microwave. But here's the kicker: I wasn't high, so I actually realized it wasn't plugged in after 30 seconds. In the past, I would have waited until...
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I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. I stared at my trigger like it owed me money, then walked away. One day at a time. T...
Read moreUsed to draw "abstract" art high — friends polite lied "It's deep". Sober drawing of my niece: perfect likeness. Mum saw it and cried: "Hii ni yeye kabisa!" Framed it. Talent was always there, just bu...
Read moreI forgot that dreams existed. Now that I’ve quit, my brain is overcompensating. Last night I dreamt I was a CEO of a company that sold hats to dolphins. It was more vivid than any 420-induced "revelat...
Read moreHigh me walking home: every boda is undercover cop, every shadow is thief. Sober me: strolling peacefully, greeting watchmen, enjoying cool breeze. Night walks are therapy now.
Read moreHiked a mountain without packing snacks for a zombie apocalypse. Still had energy. Body runs on actual fuel now.
Read moreFirst week update
I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. One day at a time. Today is enough.
Read moreNo more desert throat. Can eat sukuma without chugging liter of water.
Read moreI used to hide behind the curtains every time a siren went past my house, convinced they were coming for my stash. Yesterday, a police car pulled up and I didn’t even flinch. They just went into the s...
Read moreSmall win today
Dreams are back and they’re acting like Netflix originals. I feel proud and scared at the same time — like I’m growing up late. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. Any tips...
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Day 98 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I saved money this week and it shocked me honestly. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. Any tips for handling triggers without s...
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
Read moreEye Contact Champion
Can make eye contact during conversations now. Used to stare at the floor like it owed me money.
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