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📝 Daily Check-inI spent 40 minutes last night just... watching the microwave. But here’s the kicker: I wasn’t high, so I actually realized it wasn’t plugged in after 30 seconds. In the past, I would have waited until...
Read moreGot into debate with roommate about politics. High me would forget my argument mid-sentence. Sober me: sharp points, evidence, won convincingly. He conceded: "Bro, wewe leo umekula dictionary." Memory...
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
Read moreHigh me had blank sleep — no dreams, just blackout. Month sober? Dreams wilder than Nollywood. Flying over Nairobi, arguing with my Form 2 teacher, winning lottery. Wake up entertained. Best free stre...
Read moreActually finished a whole Netflix series without forgetting the plot and restarting it 5 times. Sober memory is a superpower.
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Day 11 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 If you’ve been here before, what helped you ...
Read moreI used to swear my Golden Retriever was looking at me with deep, existential disappointment every time I lit up. I thought he knew the secrets of the universe and was keeping them from me. Now that I’...
Read moreI used to hide behind the curtains every time a siren went past my house, convinced they were coming for my stash. Yesterday, a police car pulled up and I didn’t even flinch. They just went into the s...
Read moreFirst week update
I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. One day at a time. Today is enough.
Read moreLungs Said Thank You
Did cardio without dying. Lungs sent me a fruit basket. Breathing is easier than I remember.
Read moreUsed to walk around with red eyes 24/7. People asking "Uko na homa?" or "Ulia nini?" Now eyes white like fresh milk. Last week a colleague said: "Bro, your eyes are shining, umeanza kuosha na holy wat...
Read moreBig interview at a tech firm in Upper Hill. Old me would've blazed the night before to "relax". This time sober. Walked in sharp, answered behavioral questions without rambling about aliens, remembere...
Read moreThis is weirdly hard
Dreams are back and they’re acting like Netflix originals. I relapsed recently and I’m trying not to disappear in shame. I went for a walk and realized my legs have been unemployed for years. Relapse ...
Read moreStuck on FIFA career mode final for years — kept losing because high me made dumb substitutions. Sober me: tactical genius, perfect timing, won 4-0. Celebrated like I won World Cup. Screenshot sent to...
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
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