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Started dreaming again! Used to have black sleep. Now my brain throws wild movies at me every night. Better than Netflix.
Read moreHigh runs: stop every 200m to stare at clouds. Sober run: steady pace, personal best time. Endorphins realer than any high.
Read moreLungs Said Thank You
Did cardio without dying. Lungs sent me a fruit basket. Breathing is easier than I remember.
Read moreCleaned my room sober. Actually moved the bed. I found a fossilized slice of pizza, three lighters, and the missing left sock to my favorite pair. When I was smoking, "cleaning" just meant moving the ...
Read moreStopped buying snacks like I was feeding an army. My wallet sent me a thank you note. Also, I found money I forgot I had!
Read moreSmall win today
Dreams are back and they’re acting like Netflix originals. I feel proud and scared at the same time — like I’m growing up late. I drank water like it was medicine and honestly… it kind of is. Any tips...
Read moreFirst week update
I keep patting my pockets like my stash is a car key. I’m noticing emotions I used to numb, and it’s uncomfortable but real. One day at a time. Today is enough.
Read moreArt That Makes Sense
Drew something sober and it didn't look like abstract nonsense. Friends could actually tell what it was. Progress!
Read moreI used to swear my Golden Retriever was looking at me with deep, existential disappointment every time I lit up. I thought he knew the secrets of the universe and was keeping them from me. Now that I'...
Read moreI looked at my old "stoner recipes" notebook today. I had written down "Bread dipped in orange juice" like it was a Michelin-star discovery. Being sober means I actually use my stove for things other ...
Read moreHigh time: 10-minute YouTube video feels like lifetime. Sober time: productive, predictable. Finished chores in record time. Adulting unlocked.
Read moreI spent 40 minutes last night just... watching the microwave. But here's the kicker: I wasn't high, so I actually realized it wasn't plugged in after 30 seconds. In the past, I would have waited until...
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Day 11 without weed and my boredom is LOUD. I almost slipped, but I paused and remembered why I started. I ate snacks like I was refueling for a marathon 😂 If you’ve been here before, what helped you ...
Read moreI forgot that dreams existed. Now that I’ve quit, my brain is overcompensating. Last night I dreamt I was a CEO of a company that sold hats to dolphins. It was more vivid than any 420-induced "revelat...
Read moreCleaning the house with mum during December holidays. She opens an old shoebox under my bed and pulls out a ziplock of ancient mbush. Holds it up: "Mwanangu, hii ni chai gani? Inanuka poa!" I froze li...
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